Today was an even worse day than yesterday. For some reason, i'm becoming so bothered. Sometimes i feel left out, but actually that isn really true or justified, as i have Jaime and Chen Si and Li Si and Hui Min. Maybe its not them, its other people. Or maybe i am just going mad. But i finally told Chen Si and Li Si and they were really nice abt it, and after telling them, i felt so much better.

It's always nice to have someone to talk to. I just wished that when i need someone to talk to, i wouldnt take one look down my super long hp contact list and realise i don wan to bother anyone by calling them. Or feel that they wont care. I really really wish i have someone i can really go to everytime something happens. Like no matter wad, i can go to the same person, a true soulmate. hmmm...

Than, like my life isn bad enuf, so messy and confusing and exhuasting... Something happened to the family. Sigh. I don't understand exactly why, but i am so stressed up and affected by that. Guess it usually affects u much more and becomes a bigger issue coz it is someone of blood relation to u or something. Maybe that's wad they mean by family saga. But why is mine so not normal? Oh, i noe why... maybe cuz i have my extended family to bother about. Geez. Thank goodness my immediate family members are perfectly perfect. Mom, Dad's very supportive and encouraging abt most things. Bro can get irritating, but he's fine really. Sssh. don tell him i said that. And anyway, these stuff are weird, cuz u cant tell anyone else, and cuz u feel so affected by it, u wan to tell someone.

Seriously, i need a good long break. From everything. Cant wait for after promos. When there'll be prom, and then we're going off to China for immersion, yay! And the rumoured trip to UK with the lit department...And Chen Si suggested a trip overseas(aiyah, Malaysia la.) at the end of the year the other day, just the few of us closer frenz. Or at least after investiture. Then i can breathe again. Oh well... Back to my proposal... sigh.

 

Joyce at 10:10 PM

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